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Friday, June 20, 2008

a sad happy memories

Well thing are going well today, I know my Mom is now at Peace with God.
But sometimes You can't really help yourself forget the good times with the people you love, specially when everything are only memories of precious moments...

I dint mourn like others are doing to the one they've Lost.
I dint show so much emotions like I saw on others...
Yes I did Hold those feelings on the first months after my Mom died,
But after sometime I get used to it...

I continue living life normally;
although there were some feeling of void, times are becoming normal...
However it think of it...

Maybe my prayers are helping me in most parts..
My friends had been there for me and my family had been there, comforting each one of Us.
Books and Inspirational guides had been a great help to overcame the feelings of lost...

But now I mostly remember the happy moments with my Mother,
I dint anymore see the suffering Mom but a Happy Mother...

Maybe it was the evolution of Sadness and Sufferings...
To end it All up For an Exchange of Happy Memories...
THANK YOU!

Friday, June 13, 2008

Time



Time is really a great healer.
After years that I hate to talk about this topic(cancer),I now begun to open my mind and heart about these. I examine every events and found that not everything had been bad.
Even the the things that happened on my Mom. That cancer is not all about sufferings. In my contemplation, there are best memories and moments behind those...
If you or know someone who is in similar situation, DO NOT let time pass, by loosing the enjoyment and fun of life. The LOVE and Moments for a love one. I too have regrets because I did a lot of things I did not Do.
Analyze and examine everything in a positive sense and look at the goodness behind each situations right NOW. It was not APATHY who holds the answer but a positive outlook in life.
"GOOD THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS CAN NEVER PRODUCE BAD RESULTS; BAD THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS CAN NEVER PRODUCE GOOD RESULTS!"

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

pain?

Pain?
This Day, I hurt myself
To know if I still feel
To convince myself
That Yes! Pain is Real

I Focused on each stroke
As it fear my Soul
I focused on each Pain
To prove it is Real

I focused on the Pain
And it was all in Vain
To See if I still feel
And feel my Flesh is Real

As Pain pounded Me
Like Tears from Heavy Rain
I hear my Soul Chanting
The Wept of strength and Pain

Pain is only felt
When you have Fear for it
Pain is only Felt
When you' re not ready of it!

Accepting Pain is great
When it is Due for You to Accept it.
Accepting Pain is Ecstasy
When You're Ready to accept it.

The Moment it Hits You
You've Foreseen its Action
Waiting is Never, Burden
Fighting is AlwaysWin.
*I created this words from the stories of my Mom, maybe from her experiences, or may be from the feeling we felt at those times, maybe from my father of me.